Paralyzed

Everyday is a raging thunderstorm

Even though the sun is out

The rain never stops

The clouds only follow me

And the thunder rumbles loudly whenever I look up

I haven’t done anything wrong

But I guess the sun hates me

Or maybe the thunderstorm loves me

I am always wishing for a day where my heart can beat

At its own slow pace

I am worn out

My skin has shriveled up

The rain has ruined me

And I can’t stop it now

It keeps pouring everyday

An umbrella would be nice

But its not within my reach

And no one is willing to lend me one

So I’ll just sit in this raging thunderstorm

Until it passes by

Because I’ve given up

On me

Myself

And I.